Suicidal

Everything ain't ever end on a happy note in this household. I can straight up tell you where I feel best and alive, no hesitation. My Mom keeps me sane and serene under any and every circumstance. Anywhere with her is anywhere I wanna be. She's a goodass role model even with the past she had. The past don't necessarily define who you are. Everyone's capable of change, and Dad best believe that. Ain't no frontin with my mom, ain't no sad or dissatisfying moments with her. She don't give up easily like my dad's mother, because she'll keep trying. She don't front like she understands such as my father, but she truly does understand. She don't let time go to waste with awkward moments like my dad's father, because she knows life's short. DILLIGAF? No, it doesn't look like I give a fuck. But unfortunately, I do and I front that shit. All I long for these past couple months is to be in the presence of my mother. Gahd, I miss her.