It is what it is.

I never thought I'd get hit by this lovebug again.

Just the beginning of summer.

Friday: Alice, I miss this girl!



What a beast.



Simon's a nice guy :)



Daphne's a cutie!



...so is Tabia.



Saturday: KELLYBUMBUM :) We cute!



Sunday: for Ernest :)




Then back to City College for summer school -.-

I crave for a few seconds of happiness.

Every night I ask myself, "How much longer can I handle?" "How much more can I put up with until my desire to run away accumulates?" "Should I join kickboxing?" "When can I ever feel happy for a full 24 hour?" "Is my blood pressure guna sky rocket in the future?" ...

All these questions run in my mind every night, every day. Not a single day I don't.

It was a surprise. I was ecstatic and shocked. I loved it. I love my mom. Then I come "home." The happiness? Last time I recall, I never fully felt it.

Sucky Day

Once in a lifetime, please.

Don't judge me.

I like to block out annoying things, and that would include my grandma's voice.
Time to head out!
:)

Typical Day

Nothing much.
Just torn in between the two.

Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist

NORAH: That reminds me of this part of Judaism that I really like. It’s called Tikkun Olam. It says that the world is broken into pieces, and it’s everybody’s job to find them and put them back together again.
NICK: Well maybe we’re the pieces, you know, maybe we’re not supposed to find the pieces, maybe we are the pieces.

Satisfying Weekend

Saturday: Mom came down for me! <3 Picked up her friend and went mall hoppin. Myra is fucking hilarious! We hit up Hillsdale, and I finally got myself 2 pairs of gladiators, yay! We hit up Tanforan and this restaurant that has mom & my fav mongolian beef & clams & Myra's fav veggies! Last but not least, 100% Healthy Dessert cos Nubi's was packed. Dropped by Lily's house & cried with ridiculous stories hahaha.
Lily: OMG your mom is so hot!
Myra: HAHA oh look, you got a groupie now!
Lily: K catch you online, Jolene!
Myra: Oh kids these days.. Back when we was young, it was "call you later!"
My days never end happily anyway.
Grandma pissed me off that night, but it's whatever.

Sunday: @ 10 FUCKING AM
Grandma: Wake up! I wanna get these shoes at Payless! Hurry, change! Let's go downtown!
So she got her shit, and I got 4 more pairs of skinny jeans. Yay!
Mexican posted up at DT: joe sun lang lur ;)
HAHHAHAH what Mexicans do these days to get a girl.
Finished summer school work.
Randy's a jurk <3
Time to chillaxxxx.

Seniors are back, yay!

aye jolenee: i remember you downing that drink
aye jolenee: and spilling
aye jolenee: HAHA
lilyssnrocks: LOL!!!!
aye jolenee: then getting sticky?
aye jolenee: :)
lilyssnrocks: yes
lilyssnrocks: and getting mad
aye jolenee: LOL
aye jolenee: and this guy
aye jolenee: selling a shirt?
aye jolenee: HAHA
lilyssnrocks: and how
lilyssnrocks: we got distracted by a cute doggy
lilyssnrocks: and missed the green light
lilyssnrocks: LOL!!!

Life is whatever.
The days of reminiscing and missing my mother will all be over when tomorrow comes. <3

Parent Trap

"Exactly, it's because in my whole life, I mean for these past 2-3months, I was never able to ever say the word 'Mom'. Never. Not once! And a Mom is an irreplaceable person in a girl's life. I mean think about it, there's a whole day, devoted to celebrating Mothers, right? Just imagine, someone's life without a Mother. Never buying a Mother's Day card, never getting their Mother a birthday present, never sitting on their Mother's lap, never being able to say, 'Hi, Mom', 'What's up, Mom?, 'Bye, Mom, catch you later, Mom'. A baby's first words are always Mama, aren't they? Then there's 'Mommy', 'Mums', 'Ma', 'Mumsie'... Not to mention, 'Wait 'til your mother gets home, and..."

"So, let me see if I get this ... you missed being able to call me Mom."

It is what it is.

UHH FML MUCH?

-FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER!
-Ms. Santoso lost my $140 calculator.
-Reminder: email her everyday until I get it back
-I miss the seniors haha.
-First day of summer school wasn't as bad as I expected it to be.
-New friends, yay! Bumped into couple other friends.
-Ghetto ass rooms tho; hella hw
-Steven Lu is a silly goose.
-Hate tellin everyone who's planning & inviting me to their shit that I'm in summer school.
-Sick sick sick.. H1N1? Hells no!

I is a lion.

Dismissed my ass from school due to a headache. Got bored at home so I occupied myself with my own fuckin pikapika LOL! & Damnnnn do they gotta couple of cuties posted up at Union Square today or what!

KEKEKE

Yeah... I'm kind of a camera whore.
Goodnight :)

Deep in the Books

Coulda went to Melly's birthday celebration, but daddy wanted to go movies, BUT then he flaked. So I had a bombass day with Randy today! :) The Punisher is a disgusting movie, btw.

Anyway, finals coming up soon! Then my last day would be my first day of City College. Fucking whack, but no choice. Hope every summer is better than the last.

Desireeee

I want nothin more but to see my mom right now. We went longer than a month without seeing each other. About 2-3 months now? Plus another month to go cos of fkn city college! Can't stand it any longerrrrr! Don't know where I'll be and what I'll do without her. The calls, the texts, the pictures... naw that aint' enough. I needa be in the presence of her. IT'S FKN TORTURE, LIKE NO JOKE. I don't think I've ever missed someone as much as I miss her now. Someone bring me to her! Someone bring her to me!

On a ligher note? Senior's graduation pictures will be uploaded onto Facebook tomorrow maybe? & Congratulations again!