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Last day of summer school @ City College

4 hours, 15 minute break, cool kids, rip off foods, bus bus bus. I hella remember hating it and expecting it to be a load of bullshit and boredom but it is what it is. I'm actually gonna miss it it haha.



Totally, but biology class (the 2nd time around) ain't one. I'ma own that final tmr... or today.. well 9 hours later... Anyways, I hope I remember to buy Doritoes tmr morning for the potluck! Pictures when I get home maybe? K goodnight!

Let me sleeeeeep!

I put my alarm to around 7:45 to wake up and work on my essay since last night was a failure. Now it's 10:30, time to shower and get ready for summer school. Hella hoping I'd finish earlier so I could go back to sleep but guess not! -.-" Ugh, Facebook was and still is a distraction.

P.S. Someone who didn't watch Transformers 2 or Up or The Hangover come watch with me somtime! COUGH, SAMANTHA & MELANIE! ;)

More nuggets please!

Oh gawd so much to blog about. But first thing's first, Happy Independence Day guys, even though I'm like a day late! Ha! Friday was karoke night. Yesterday was Mel's BBQ. Today be the day I K.O. Ughhhh bombass 3 day weekend though! Too tired to go into details. Pictures posted later. Gotta work on an essay about diabetes. Final on Wednesday -.- Promised Mel to check out the hip hop class asap haha. Maybe hit the gym Thursday. Don't know when I should hit up Sacramento tho. Craving for some sago ugh. Hey look I got an IM......

Summer Sparks

Scrambled eggs with a weiner on the side. Tastes better when you cook it yourself! Yeah... it's kind of a big deal cos I can't cook for shit. Anyways, I finally hit the grimey ass gym last night with Kim. I love it; I may just be addicted already cos I hella wanna go again haha! Unfortunately, not tonight. =( Gotta clean my room & myself for tonight.

On the other hand, the bus be getting fun. I made friends with a 24 year old African American woman. No joke.

It is what it is.

I never thought I'd get hit by this lovebug again.

Just the beginning of summer.

Friday: Alice, I miss this girl!



What a beast.



Simon's a nice guy :)



Daphne's a cutie!



...so is Tabia.



Saturday: KELLYBUMBUM :) We cute!



Sunday: for Ernest :)




Then back to City College for summer school -.-

I crave for a few seconds of happiness.

Every night I ask myself, "How much longer can I handle?" "How much more can I put up with until my desire to run away accumulates?" "Should I join kickboxing?" "When can I ever feel happy for a full 24 hour?" "Is my blood pressure guna sky rocket in the future?" ...

All these questions run in my mind every night, every day. Not a single day I don't.

It was a surprise. I was ecstatic and shocked. I loved it. I love my mom. Then I come "home." The happiness? Last time I recall, I never fully felt it.

Sucky Day

Once in a lifetime, please.

Don't judge me.

I like to block out annoying things, and that would include my grandma's voice.
Time to head out!
:)

Typical Day

Nothing much.
Just torn in between the two.

Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist

NORAH: That reminds me of this part of Judaism that I really like. It’s called Tikkun Olam. It says that the world is broken into pieces, and it’s everybody’s job to find them and put them back together again.
NICK: Well maybe we’re the pieces, you know, maybe we’re not supposed to find the pieces, maybe we are the pieces.

Satisfying Weekend

Saturday: Mom came down for me! <3 Picked up her friend and went mall hoppin. Myra is fucking hilarious! We hit up Hillsdale, and I finally got myself 2 pairs of gladiators, yay! We hit up Tanforan and this restaurant that has mom & my fav mongolian beef & clams & Myra's fav veggies! Last but not least, 100% Healthy Dessert cos Nubi's was packed. Dropped by Lily's house & cried with ridiculous stories hahaha.
Lily: OMG your mom is so hot!
Myra: HAHA oh look, you got a groupie now!
Lily: K catch you online, Jolene!
Myra: Oh kids these days.. Back when we was young, it was "call you later!"
My days never end happily anyway.
Grandma pissed me off that night, but it's whatever.

Sunday: @ 10 FUCKING AM
Grandma: Wake up! I wanna get these shoes at Payless! Hurry, change! Let's go downtown!
So she got her shit, and I got 4 more pairs of skinny jeans. Yay!
Mexican posted up at DT: joe sun lang lur ;)
HAHHAHAH what Mexicans do these days to get a girl.
Finished summer school work.
Randy's a jurk <3
Time to chillaxxxx.

Seniors are back, yay!

aye jolenee: i remember you downing that drink
aye jolenee: and spilling
aye jolenee: HAHA
lilyssnrocks: LOL!!!!
aye jolenee: then getting sticky?
aye jolenee: :)
lilyssnrocks: yes
lilyssnrocks: and getting mad
aye jolenee: LOL
aye jolenee: and this guy
aye jolenee: selling a shirt?
aye jolenee: HAHA
lilyssnrocks: and how
lilyssnrocks: we got distracted by a cute doggy
lilyssnrocks: and missed the green light
lilyssnrocks: LOL!!!

Life is whatever.
The days of reminiscing and missing my mother will all be over when tomorrow comes. <3

Parent Trap

"Exactly, it's because in my whole life, I mean for these past 2-3months, I was never able to ever say the word 'Mom'. Never. Not once! And a Mom is an irreplaceable person in a girl's life. I mean think about it, there's a whole day, devoted to celebrating Mothers, right? Just imagine, someone's life without a Mother. Never buying a Mother's Day card, never getting their Mother a birthday present, never sitting on their Mother's lap, never being able to say, 'Hi, Mom', 'What's up, Mom?, 'Bye, Mom, catch you later, Mom'. A baby's first words are always Mama, aren't they? Then there's 'Mommy', 'Mums', 'Ma', 'Mumsie'... Not to mention, 'Wait 'til your mother gets home, and..."

"So, let me see if I get this ... you missed being able to call me Mom."

It is what it is.

UHH FML MUCH?

-FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER!
-Ms. Santoso lost my $140 calculator.
-Reminder: email her everyday until I get it back
-I miss the seniors haha.
-First day of summer school wasn't as bad as I expected it to be.
-New friends, yay! Bumped into couple other friends.
-Ghetto ass rooms tho; hella hw
-Steven Lu is a silly goose.
-Hate tellin everyone who's planning & inviting me to their shit that I'm in summer school.
-Sick sick sick.. H1N1? Hells no!

I is a lion.

Dismissed my ass from school due to a headache. Got bored at home so I occupied myself with my own fuckin pikapika LOL! & Damnnnn do they gotta couple of cuties posted up at Union Square today or what!

KEKEKE

Yeah... I'm kind of a camera whore.
Goodnight :)

Deep in the Books

Coulda went to Melly's birthday celebration, but daddy wanted to go movies, BUT then he flaked. So I had a bombass day with Randy today! :) The Punisher is a disgusting movie, btw.

Anyway, finals coming up soon! Then my last day would be my first day of City College. Fucking whack, but no choice. Hope every summer is better than the last.

Desireeee

I want nothin more but to see my mom right now. We went longer than a month without seeing each other. About 2-3 months now? Plus another month to go cos of fkn city college! Can't stand it any longerrrrr! Don't know where I'll be and what I'll do without her. The calls, the texts, the pictures... naw that aint' enough. I needa be in the presence of her. IT'S FKN TORTURE, LIKE NO JOKE. I don't think I've ever missed someone as much as I miss her now. Someone bring me to her! Someone bring her to me!

On a ligher note? Senior's graduation pictures will be uploaded onto Facebook tomorrow maybe? & Congratulations again!

Shoe Hype

Ever since Randy got his fuckin yeezys, I got back on my vans hype & made this flippin collage. Dude & all my Old Navy color flip flops disappeared ... I hope it's somewhere downstairs. Anyways, today was hilarious up until I got my pinky jammed playing tips.

-__- It's been awhile I got injured I guess.. so it was about time haha.

OH! Hit me up on my noobish twitter (twitter.com/ayeitsjolene) KTHNX! Anyway, busy weekend. Here's some for today. Facebook pics later.

Coffee Deprived

Shtupid highlight of the day:
Matt & Tommy "fighting" with STICKS?!

Nothing but the fatigue and sleepin all day due to starting on a geometry project up until 2am. I apologize for the snappy mood, but the day got better. Still needed some caffeine in me though!

Best highlight of the day:
Spendin time with my main squeeze Randy! :)

I'ma miss my seniors<3 :(

Suicidal

Everything ain't ever end on a happy note in this household. I can straight up tell you where I feel best and alive, no hesitation. My Mom keeps me sane and serene under any and every circumstance. Anywhere with her is anywhere I wanna be. She's a goodass role model even with the past she had. The past don't necessarily define who you are. Everyone's capable of change, and Dad best believe that. Ain't no frontin with my mom, ain't no sad or dissatisfying moments with her. She don't give up easily like my dad's mother, because she'll keep trying. She don't front like she understands such as my father, but she truly does understand. She don't let time go to waste with awkward moments like my dad's father, because she knows life's short. DILLIGAF? No, it doesn't look like I give a fuck. But unfortunately, I do and I front that shit. All I long for these past couple months is to be in the presence of my mother. Gahd, I miss her.

The Caliber

Words cannot explain how much fun I've had this weekend. Been somewhat grounded and will probably continue after today haha but totally worth it. The girls, the shopping, the quicklys, the makeup, the dance, the guys, the korean food, the energy, the fatigue, the rice crispies haha, the sleepover, the pho... ALL BOMB :) except killing the phone battery haha.

Now it's time to K.O. for school tomorrow.

Shweeties

AFTERSCHOOL



DOODLES



SHWEET PEAS<3

When I look at you, my mind goes on a trip.

Exhausting Week

Monday: Stef Lee's birthday

Tuesday: Biology & Geo tests

Wednesday: Carolyn's birthday, Giants game, Giants lost 1-6, Downtown.

Thursday: Jen Fang's birthday, McClaren Park surprise! "Tennis", yummy cake, presents, whip cream, Theresa visited, got presales.

Friday: CHILLED?
Saturday: Steven's house, Spring Formal set up, Serramonte, BBQ.

Sunday: SLEEP IN!

Rest of the pictures uploading tmr on Facebook.

Oh No!

Today was okay la. Thought it was guna be sunny since it seemed so in the morning. But noooooo, the wind had to prove me wrong today. Anyway, my forehead is heating up at the moment, and I'm tired as haaaaaiillll. The coffee today didn't do shit! :( Furthermore, there'll be a biology and geometry test tomorrow, ugh!

On a lighter note, hopefully my grandmami will leme go out once I receive my GPA!

Anyone else going to Just Like Me on May 24th?

Happy birthday Stef Lee, Ricky, Michelle Chu, and Sophi! :)

Happy Mothers' Day!

Just guna pop some things off my mind:

-should do Geometry hw
-should study for Biology test
-do mah nails
-begin work out again?
-haircut sometime
-gotta(wanna) shop for more summer clothes
-today was a fail
-i miss my mother
-& i missed out on a great guy

COUPLE FOOD FEST PICTURES:

MISS ME? MISS YOU!

HEYYYYY MISS ME?! COS I MISS EVERYONE ELSE!! Well, life's been okay. Been so caught up in school lately, I find myself distancing from my other friends :( Not only that, but I'm still somewhat grounded. Everyone's on their prom hype, and I'm too lazy to dress shop. Been craving for a night out with the groupie tho!

Anyway, Food Fest was a hot mess! AH! Got sunburnt on my chest and shoulder! Kimmykins, Rayray, and Seto came over afterschool :) We ate and watched The Eye and The Ruins. HAHA Who knew Seto has hatred for scary movies! HAHA & Who knew they liked vinegar with Siu Long Bao! I'll upload the photos on my facebook/myspace tomorrow, but some aren't working. ><"
Kkkk guys, have a great rest of the weekend!

Couple Exceptions

I felt as if the ordeal that occured a few days ago has left some difficult pieces for us to overcome. But according to Ernest, "There's always a sun behind all the clouds." Haha corny but absolutely true (except in the night!)

On a ligher note: I congratulate everyone who are satisfied with where they're heading to for their next year! As for me, I finally got accepted into Abraham Lincoln High School! YAY!

My Suspension

You can somewhat say I sort of kind of used my suspended days wisely haha. Yes, I did do homework but the time I spent watching tv/movies, eating, and sleeping overlapped. ^__^ But my nap today caused me to miss out on some great dinner! Now I'm eating kimchi and veggies heehee. Anyway, I miss my school buddies!

Rocky Days

As James McAvoy said in Wanted, "You know when you have a dream and you're half awake, but it's still in the fringe of your brain? Then you open your eyes, and you're so damn glad it was a dream. Well, this was nothing like that." Amen.

Last weekend was something I don't fully regret. It has opened my eyes to the dumb decisions made and the faces I've never seen before. I truly thank the ones who were supportive, appreciative, and caring. Honestly... to take the situation as it was and to understand everyone's position and intentions; it's one of the most difficult things to go through. You can say it was a lesson well learned.

SUNSHIIIIINE!

Blazing days put me in a cleaning mood. So far I cleaned my closet, computer desk, internet favorites, 500 email letters, 21junk mail, and possibly all my 4,000 songs in Limewire. Yes? No? Start freshhhh? Yeah, it's a bit late seeing as it's almost May, but it's all gravy! Anyways, I'm stoked for this weekend's getaway to Santa Clara with the JSA club! Enjoy your rainy weekend! HA! K goodnight guys!

Point Of No Return

I am a big burden, and this fact hasn't hit me big until today. Thus, I owe them beyond measure, and deeply regret my past decisions. All that's left to do is to unconditionally give more than my all until I have nothing left, and they have all.

Sparkly Clean

[Currently on Drivers Ed.]
Yes, I dyed my hair. No, it's DEEP burgundy!

Anyways, I have made friends with the dust bunnies at my computer desktop and computer room floor today! There were a few grimey ones hiding in the corners. Talk about gross! However I feel very accomplished and satisfied with the outcome because now I can finally see the desk! AND YES, it took me one hell of a long time! SO YESSSS I have to blog about it!


Errrrrnest why so earnest?!


HAHAHA I COULDN'T HELP IT ^^
You're sooo cool, Wesley!!!!
Kbye!

THIS CUTIE!

I'ma miss this little guy! Can't wait to see him in a mohawk since he refuses to cut his hair haha. Anyways, fun's over! No more all nighters or half nighters. =( School's tomorrow. I'm a bit excited tho to see my school buddy buddies! ENJOY!

Home Shweet Home

Heading back to SF tonight with deep burgundy hair, titanium voyager, new purse, a dress, vietnamese food, and high hopes to go out on Friday and the weekend! ^____^ But I'm gonna miss my mom. Anyways, time to pack!

All Nighter

I'm currently at Sacramento until Thursday night or Friday noon. Yesterday seemed like a looooong day! The highlight of yesterday was probably when I got a haircut in the presence of a Korean barber and a Korean client! ^^ Furthermore, done many other shtuff...

PRISCILLA + COFFEE + OMGPOP = ALL NIGHTER

Hahaha and here's Lilay's slutty Chinaman, BOB!

Exhausted, but ready for another day.

The Amelioration

It's not a firm grasp, but it's a work in progress. As I look back, little me would be head over heels by now or broken down. But under the present circumstances, you'll see to it that I've ameliorated. Just a little. ><

In A Tizzy!

It's been a rocky road, but it's about to get better! Been working to get where I need to go in the near future. Spraaaaang break next week tho! Thus, you can call what I now have exhilaration! Excited to see my mom, excited to kick it with my friends once again, excited to maybe re-dye my hair, excited to hit the mall/beach, excited to get away from the uniform and the naggy voice in the house that's never ending! Let's just say this is enough excitement to get me on my own hype! ^^


Haven't camera whored in awhile so enjoy!

My example of tesselations off the internet.


Then accomplished my own tesselation project ^^

Sammyyyyy ^^

Haha not my glasses, but I couldn't help it lol!

Rayray refused to smile so here's his orgasmic face!

Laters!

Ernest F. YU

SUCKS FOR WANTING A COUPE! ^___^

Ernest (11:12:00 PM): how come im never on ur blog?

LOL!

Just FML

Yeah go suck on stupid ape shit... says Black Eyed Peas. Being grounded this weekend gave me a chance to catch up on the TV shows! Therefore, it was a satisfying weekend. But who knew you need a bottle of beer beside you to work on a mandarin essay with your grandma insisting to help?!? It was frustrating yet amusing, but I'm just kidding. It was Arizona Green Tea, and I spilled some. ^^ Kekekeke I bet it's just spring break we all lookin foward to now!

YEEEEAAAAAHHH Guess what tho?! I'm bummed OWWWWT -.-

Maya Angelou quoted,

"I've learned that people will forget what you say, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

Don't tell me that's not true.

But on a lighter note, I want a labbit!

Cognizance

I need to grasp a hold of myself. I concede.

Rollercoaster Ride

Honestly, I haven't been able to post appropriate blogs the past week so I've deleted the preceding ones. >< Feeling the good gravy as for now though! I mean there isn't a rollercoaster out there that's high and plain. There'll be the stomach rolls you feel when you're falling down. Just get pass it and try to grasp and love the adrenaline that comes your way. SO FYL

In A Daze

Uh yeah yeah just FML like the whiteys at fmylife.com.

lilyssnrocks: good to read if u havin a bad day
aye jolenee: LOL
aye jolenee: so your bad day don' tlook as bad as the rest
lilyssnrocks: LOL yupp
lilyssnrocks: i always imagine white people doin it
lilyssnrocks: wen i read those stories
aye jolenee: cos niggas don't have such gramatical perfection?
aye jolenee: and asians have better things to do?
lilyssnrocks: LOL
lilyssnrocks: YES.
lilyssnrocks: asians have better things to do
lilyssnrocks: like reading it
lilyssnrocks: hahaha

Jawbreaker

Now isn't that the good shit! Sophomore year's kinda flying by. Finally had a talk with the counselor, yet he gave me bad news. =( Guess that's what I get for slacking off in school! It's like you consistently gotta strive for a passing grade. The second you start becoming lethargic, you'll slip and trip. Your carelessness will catch on and most likely become a habit. Well, my lack of interest in school got to me. All I'm ever in the mood for nowadays is some good ol' fun. But now that the sun's back, homework ain't my daily thing to do anymore. Just wanna get active under daaa sun!

3-DAY WEEKEND

Friday was teacher's inservice day, so I took grandma to DT since she had to go CT too. I bought hella clothes to make up for the zero shopping last month heehee ^^, but my FAVVVVVV item was the new vans!







THEM CABALERROS! =) Yeah, that's a new cardigan btw. Then Jojo came over, auntie brought doughnuts (YUM!) and skipped out on karoke. Longass morning of phone calls today, PAK N SAVE for food, and BBQ at Josh's. Tomorrow? Probably nothing.

I don't know if I should be happy or disappointed at the moment though...

Can you say twisted?

Yeah. I miss chillin with my friends.
Yeah. I'm pretty indecisive at times.
But in the end, I have a good idea of what I want. ^^
Yeah. I'm grounded, and I blame my grandma for ratting me out
because I passed my temporary curfew by 2 minutes!
Yeah. I been mixing up people's names lately.
Yeah. Horror movies with the girls can turn into comedy. :D
Yeah. I can actually be kinda lazy to bond online/phone,
b u t n o t i n p e r s o n . ;)
Yeah. EVERYONE'S ANXIOUS FOR THE ACCEPTANCE LETTERS!!!
Yeah. I got "blame it on the a-a-a-a-alcohol" stuck in my head.

Yeah, I got someone stuck in my head, too.

Television

DUDE my TV remote disappeared for weeks now! I wake up this morning, having the desire to surf the channels, but then I realized I'd have to get off the bed to do that. Fuck me. In addition to that, I'm still grounded -.- but at least I caught up with ABDC and I Love Money 2! Quest Crew is untouchable, and Buddha's finally eliminated. ^__^

Anyways, Tabia came over. Watched Eagle Eye, ate, watched Mall Cop, and ate.

Straddling the Fence

When it comes down to it, confrontation is the solution. I mean what else can you do? Moping around nor spreading the problem is guna get you anywhere. Venting may help, but the problem will STILL be present. So guys, tell me I'm right. ^^

Rotten

UGGGHHH I can never keep up with blogging! There'll be days I won't blog, days to weeks to months. I apologize! Anyways, I can't exactly describe how I feel right now. All these mixed emotions, but for one... I think I found out something I didn't want to know, but it's okay. It's always better to know sooner than later until it's too late. Thus, I'm glad I found out otherwise.

On the other hand, I've realized I'm most attracted to shweet things! Like the sweet sayings, the sweet doings, and the sweet food! And I'm sure a lot of people are too, but it's seriously not all about what the person says or his/her actions. In my perspective, the thing that matters most about a person is whether or not he/she is telling it like it is. If it's nothing but a lie, gtfo. We don't need you to increase the amount of liars in this world; it's enough.


"Life never gives us what we want the moment that we consider appropriate." - Passage to India