Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I crave for a few seconds of happiness.

Every night I ask myself, "How much longer can I handle?" "How much more can I put up with until my desire to run away accumulates?" "Should I join kickboxing?" "When can I ever feel happy for a full 24 hour?" "Is my blood pressure guna sky rocket in the future?" ...

All these questions run in my mind every night, every day. Not a single day I don't.

It was a surprise. I was ecstatic and shocked. I loved it. I love my mom. Then I come "home." The happiness? Last time I recall, I never fully felt it.

1 comment:

Crystallee said...

i crave for those few seconds too